Sometimes

Sometimes I cry when I feel lonely..

Sometimes I get jealous seeing my friend spend their time with their love ones

Sometimes I get bored just being me

Sometimes I get mad to myself because I was too stupid

Sometimes I wish I never exist from this life

Sometimes I feel like I just want to kill myself

Sometimes I wish for miracle...

It kinda is...

                                                                                                                                 Happy monthsary!                                                                                                                              We're off to do something awesomely majestic.

                    

Fuck

I'm putting my defences up now

Love Love & Love

There is no turning the clock around when it comes to love, sometimes you’re just too little too late. Sometimes we sit back or perhaps even lay in our room wondering how beautiful it would be if things really worked out the way we hoped it would. How great it’d be to be in each others’ arms cuddling up on a couch watching TV, and how much those memories would remind you on how much time you’ve wasted questioning and doubting yourself. Love throws you in a dark corner at times when you’re driven to a point of no return, you can’t withdraw whats been given.

What if the few buttons pushed from the very beginning was everything you needed to answer your doubts that it was love which struck you. That feeling of falling in love is something undeniable, something which you say “oh it’ll be good riddance” because you know very well that its probably one of the best thing that has ever happened to you. Its then when you find a million reasons why you should walk away from everything you could possibly have because you know that it’ll be too good to be true, or when you feel like you don’t deserve what you desire.

Listen me out, to everyone who’s reading this; if you ever fall, fall gracefully & ignore the hurt. If love was quantifiable and the pain was predictable; then thats not falling in love. It may draw every ounce of strength from you to get up again if you get baffled up after; but if love finds its way into your arms, that would make it all worth it.

Love is like quicksand; the deeper you fall in, the harder it’ll be to get out...

Its about having that one kiss that sends electrifying sensation down your system.

Its about being in each others arms, sharing that same laugh for the same reason of course. 

Falling in love is something which you can’t control, something which you just fall or else you wouldn’t use that term fall right? However, as much as we’d love to just make falling in love seem uncontrollable; there is some point in that falling process which you can pull yourself out of it. Anyway, back to what I was saying; it always starts off with a feeling where makes your heart skip a beat, how it makes you nervous, how it makes you take a second look at yourself before leaving your room to head out making sure you look fabulous, how every single text messages are secretly kept in a folder on your mobile although some of the messages are probably nothing compared to the first I love you,  and falling in love is probably the first step of discovering the other side about yourself.

Now thats a beginning to something very special, and you’d be surprise;

its that process of falling in love which you’d remember most.

Prince or Toad?

This is Prince Charming

His hot. His good looking. He has the hottest body. He gets you high
(forget the fact that his on skates. I couldn't find a better picture)

So, picture with me , you see prince charming one day. His so handsome, his so hot, he makes your heart do somersaults.You want him. You want him so badly you brain-watch yourself into telling your body & brain that HE IS THE GUY FOR YOU. Without even knowing him.

Prince Charming and You get together. Everyone thinks you two are the perfect couple. Your girlfriends envy you, you got aunties and grandma's drooling after him, you even got straight men taking a second look at his booty.

Everything seems perfect for the next couple of months. And then, things start changing. You realize he isn't really the guy you thought he was. He says he'll call back, he doesn't. He promises you the world, he doesn't deliver a cent. Your chit-chat time with him is shortened to 30 minutes a day because his 'tired' or 'busy'.You send him a hundred text a day but he only replies 5 of them. He starts lying to you, you don't feel like you can connect to him anymore.

You feel lonely, you feel cheated, you feel stupid, but most importantly you feel unloved. Yes, he tells you that he loves you, but it doesn't show. No more fuzzy feelings when he calls, no more butterflies when he says your name.

Unloved

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And now, meet the Toad

He isn't exactly the handsomest guy on earth, nor is he the happiest. He doesn't catch your eye when you enter a room. He doesn't bring sexy back.But here's something you don't know-

"He'll love you for who you are. He'll accept you and not judge. He'll be there when you want to cry, whine or just talk. He'll treat you with utter respect. He'll honor your morals. He'll make you smile when you're at your lowest. He'll provide you with endless hugs. He'll remind you that you're beautiful. He'll shut up and listen."

He'll even kill all the insects in the world if you hated them =)
In conclusion, He'll LOVE YOU.

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My point here is that girls, sometimes what might look and seem like the best for you might not be the best after all.You don't need to be the prettiest, the one with the most expensive handbag, or the one with the hottest boyfriend. Find someone who loves you for you. And know that you are worth it and deserves a guy who treats you like a queen.

In reality, it's what's inside that counts.Every girl deserves the guy of her dreams- with the right attitude.If your guy ain't treating you well, shame on him, and ditch him cause you're worth it.

Ps: In NO way am I referring to Jezreel as the prince or the toad.

yours truly,
Anne ♥

6 Months

You speak the language of my heart

You make me happy together with you

You make our memories as sweet as possible

Thanks for your love

Happy 6 Months together :)

I Love You Mr Yoda :)

Thanks for everything :) Thanks for letting me be your love one :)

May we have many more to come :)

Anne's watchman..

Can't be with you always.

Decide to hire a personal bodyguard for you.

1

2

3

Ta-Da

Prayer

Dear god, I just want this relationship to work. move in. get married. had kids. grow old with him,be a happy grandma, tell my grandchildren our love story and reminiscence all the sweet loving memories before my last breath.

God rewards those who remain faithful even during the toughest time. 

Love you Baby

 

Message for you..

To : Charmie,

The police are on the way to arrest you for stealing my heart,

Hijacking my feelings,

and driving me crazy.

P/s: See you in court!

From : Annekins

Dear Jezreel

When I first met you 
I felt like I had known you forever, 

telling you my secrets 

and what I didn't want ever. 

you listened to me 

I bet you thought I'd never end, 

who would have thought 

we would become more than just friends. 

Over a period of time, 

I got to know the real you. 

A boy so caring and gentle, 

with a heart so true. 

I told you I'd never leave 

because of the feelings I have inside. 

I know you 

like no one I have ever known, 

and sometimes I wonder 

what I'd do if you were gone? 

So I have decided 

time answers all. 

If it is meant to be 

time will remove the wall. 

I love the way we are together, 

you can always make me smile. 

Will it ever really be forever? 

I guess I will have to wait awhile. 

Time will reveal, what lies ahead 

but always remember 

what I have said. 

Meeting you has changed my life 

and I really love you so, 

the feelings I feel for you 

I am never letting go. 

Remember me always 

and I will too. 

I always think of 

me and you

I love you

**Last night you said im not your girlfriend, im more than that..You said im your wife. Thanks, you totally make me smile :)**

Happy monthsary baby!! :)

Probably you won't read this
in the next couple of days,
maybe weeks or months even. 

But that precisely makes this wonderful.
That regardless of the exactness of time,
I am here discreetly reminding you
of your importance, in a place whose name
now nears an escape in your recall.

It's like shouting at the void the sky unfolds
to us every day and not getting a response
but the slow movement of clouds.

Very much placid and stealth
this message may be, but take notice:
under its delicate folds resides the fire
that have kept you and me desirable for months

of us knowing each other,
exploring and determining each other.

I am still here, and I love you.

Happy monthsary. :) No one thought we'd go this far but we proved them wrong :) We will continue proving everyone wrong :)

Boring??

You may find your partner boring so you will try to look for someone else, someone new, someone better. 

Then you got a new partner and you realized that the old partner you thought was boring is the best you ever had.

What's the lesson?

LOVE THE IMPERFECTIONS...

P/S I love you

Pass few days we were watching this movie

I watch this movie with him. It was a touching story and also sad story for those who had experience of losing their loves one. It tells us whats love is all about and teach us to move on with our life. Such a lovely movies to watch :).

I love the soundtrack song which is "Love you till the end by The Pogues"

I dedicated it especially to my wonderful boyfriend with the message

" I love you till the end"

Random thought of mine

It is so like - your heart is crying out so loud and yet, no one can hear your tears.You feel so in need and yet, no one seems to know your existence.You live with regrets and yet, no one knows how truly sorry you are.

I remember the day clearly,
the day that changed my life forever..
=)

ALL I WANT IS ONE GUY TO PROVE TO ME THAT THEY'RE ALL NOT THE SAME

He, is, yet proved  me that guys can be different.
either to love endlessly, to love sincerely or to shows a fake love.
A guy can loves you to win the game with his male friend,

or

A guy can loves you because he wants a girlfriend,

or

A guy can loves you because his surrounds ask him to,

or

He can loves you because he thinks he should.
Oh well, you just cannot predict their mind..AGREE :)

I bet you...

I bet you didn't know that I'm terrified of the dark and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunder storms but love playing in the rain or how much I love laughing with my friends and how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don't know how ticklish I am or how I can't make decisions, and how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you, but mostly, I bet you don't know how much I love you