Sometimes

Sometimes I cry when I feel lonely..

Sometimes I get jealous seeing my friend spend their time with their love ones

Sometimes I get bored just being me

Sometimes I get mad to myself because I was too stupid

Sometimes I wish I never exist from this life

Sometimes I feel like I just want to kill myself

Sometimes I wish for miracle...

It kinda is...

                                                                                                                                 Happy monthsary!                                                                                                                              We're off to do something awesomely majestic.

                    

Fuck

I'm putting my defences up now

Love Love & Love

There is no turning the clock around when it comes to love, sometimes you’re just too little too late. Sometimes we sit back or perhaps even lay in our room wondering how beautiful it would be if things really worked out the way we hoped it would. How great it’d be to be in each others’ arms cuddling up on a couch watching TV, and how much those memories would remind you on how much time you’ve wasted questioning and doubting yourself. Love throws you in a dark corner at times when you’re driven to a point of no return, you can’t withdraw whats been given.

What if the few buttons pushed from the very beginning was everything you needed to answer your doubts that it was love which struck you. That feeling of falling in love is something undeniable, something which you say “oh it’ll be good riddance” because you know very well that its probably one of the best thing that has ever happened to you. Its then when you find a million reasons why you should walk away from everything you could possibly have because you know that it’ll be too good to be true, or when you feel like you don’t deserve what you desire.

Listen me out, to everyone who’s reading this; if you ever fall, fall gracefully & ignore the hurt. If love was quantifiable and the pain was predictable; then thats not falling in love. It may draw every ounce of strength from you to get up again if you get baffled up after; but if love finds its way into your arms, that would make it all worth it.

Love is like quicksand; the deeper you fall in, the harder it’ll be to get out...

Its about having that one kiss that sends electrifying sensation down your system.

Its about being in each others arms, sharing that same laugh for the same reason of course. 

Falling in love is something which you can’t control, something which you just fall or else you wouldn’t use that term fall right? However, as much as we’d love to just make falling in love seem uncontrollable; there is some point in that falling process which you can pull yourself out of it. Anyway, back to what I was saying; it always starts off with a feeling where makes your heart skip a beat, how it makes you nervous, how it makes you take a second look at yourself before leaving your room to head out making sure you look fabulous, how every single text messages are secretly kept in a folder on your mobile although some of the messages are probably nothing compared to the first I love you,  and falling in love is probably the first step of discovering the other side about yourself.

Now thats a beginning to something very special, and you’d be surprise;

its that process of falling in love which you’d remember most.

Prince or Toad?

This is Prince Charming

His hot. His good looking. He has the hottest body. He gets you high
(forget the fact that his on skates. I couldn't find a better picture)

So, picture with me , you see prince charming one day. His so handsome, his so hot, he makes your heart do somersaults.You want him. You want him so badly you brain-watch yourself into telling your body & brain that HE IS THE GUY FOR YOU. Without even knowing him.

Prince Charming and You get together. Everyone thinks you two are the perfect couple. Your girlfriends envy you, you got aunties and grandma's drooling after him, you even got straight men taking a second look at his booty.

Everything seems perfect for the next couple of months. And then, things start changing. You realize he isn't really the guy you thought he was. He says he'll call back, he doesn't. He promises you the world, he doesn't deliver a cent. Your chit-chat time with him is shortened to 30 minutes a day because his 'tired' or 'busy'.You send him a hundred text a day but he only replies 5 of them. He starts lying to you, you don't feel like you can connect to him anymore.

You feel lonely, you feel cheated, you feel stupid, but most importantly you feel unloved. Yes, he tells you that he loves you, but it doesn't show. No more fuzzy feelings when he calls, no more butterflies when he says your name.

Unloved

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And now, meet the Toad

He isn't exactly the handsomest guy on earth, nor is he the happiest. He doesn't catch your eye when you enter a room. He doesn't bring sexy back.But here's something you don't know-

"He'll love you for who you are. He'll accept you and not judge. He'll be there when you want to cry, whine or just talk. He'll treat you with utter respect. He'll honor your morals. He'll make you smile when you're at your lowest. He'll provide you with endless hugs. He'll remind you that you're beautiful. He'll shut up and listen."

He'll even kill all the insects in the world if you hated them =)
In conclusion, He'll LOVE YOU.

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My point here is that girls, sometimes what might look and seem like the best for you might not be the best after all.You don't need to be the prettiest, the one with the most expensive handbag, or the one with the hottest boyfriend. Find someone who loves you for you. And know that you are worth it and deserves a guy who treats you like a queen.

In reality, it's what's inside that counts.Every girl deserves the guy of her dreams- with the right attitude.If your guy ain't treating you well, shame on him, and ditch him cause you're worth it.

Ps: In NO way am I referring to Jezreel as the prince or the toad.

yours truly,
Anne ♥

6 Months

You speak the language of my heart

You make me happy together with you

You make our memories as sweet as possible

Thanks for your love

Happy 6 Months together :)

I Love You Mr Yoda :)

Thanks for everything :) Thanks for letting me be your love one :)

May we have many more to come :)

Anne's watchman..

Can't be with you always.

Decide to hire a personal bodyguard for you.

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